Amanda Michelle

i probably shouldnt get on here and vent while i am still angry, but since my mom is still working and i cant bitch about it with her, here i am. ok so there is a certain person who i considered very close to me, practically my sister.i let this girl live with me in my one bedroom apartment for a year, im talking like small one bedroom with my queen bed and her queen bed, no privacy. i actually had to go sit in my living room in the middle of the night so this girl could have private time with whatever girl she was with or logan. well when i left , this girl was shit out of luck because she cant afford to live on her own, and she had no where to go. well my mom out of the kindness of her heart, lets her come and live with her and my sister, who she was always friends with anyways. she was like part of the family. well she dates this awful dike girl, i mean just awful. shes 18 (and my friend is 23) hmm she dropped out of high school to work full time at publix, where she doesnt even work anymore. now shes a delievery driver for papa johns, and since she doesnt have a car she uses my friends! which is always breaking down, prob cause the dike flies around town in it, bottoming it out at that stupid bump when you cross barber. anyways, this girl has issues with my sister. and she sits there and nag nag nags in my friends ear about it all. well the dike tells my friend something that my sister said about the dike MONTHS ago. now ok anyone who knows my sister knows that she is a bitch, she will be the first one to admit it! shes a tough cookie that takes no shit, something i am glad of, cause when you live in a place like sebastian you gotta have thick skin. anyways  so my 23 year old friend decides she is going to go into my 16 year old sisters room and call her a cunt. now yes my sister can be a cunt, but my friend, you are fat. that doesnt make it okay to say though does it? thats what i thought. so my sister calls me bawlin her eyes out and tells me about this. and you know what breaks my heart the most? the fact that my sister was more upset because this friend is someone we care about a lot, rather than actually being called a cunt. so my mom knows that this shit with the dike and my sister has been going back and fourth for a while now, and its just been festering. so basically my mom tells holly that she owes her rent for the month of may and that shes not moving into the new house with them in june. thank god! you see, holly was supposed to pay my mom fifty dollars a week, not bad for someone who works full time. quite affordable. so on top of this, she doesnt buy the groceries, but her and the dike mostly help their damn selves to them. for instance my mom buys a box of donuts, a half of dozen. she has a half of one, my sister has a half of one. the next day she does to eat another half, and they are gone. she says “friend, did you eat any donuts?” she says yeah i had a half. so this means that in the course of one night while everyone was asleeep this dike eats four fucking donuts?! lo just an example. oh and they dont buy their own shampoo and conditioner, body wash, laundry detergent. nope my mom buys all of this. and on several occasions my friend complains oh i will be late or i dont have it this week, yet she can go buy new iphone right? sorry hunny but thats not how it works here in the real world, we dont buy new phones and new shoes and shit before we pay our bills. but then when i tell my friend, look im very mad about what happened lalala this that and the other, i get told that im not looking out for her i was never hr friend  blah blah blah. ok, so i dont like you i was never your friend but my family and i did all of this for you why? i guess the ultimate reason i am mad is because its all because of this dike fucking bitch. she doesnt really give a shit about my friend, she wants her ex, and my friend is just her second choice, and she uses her. and so here is my friend burning bridges with all these people who care for her like family alll because of this girl who isnt worth it at all. she will see though, will see that we were all right and were just trying to look out for her best interests. shes a beautiful person, bubbly and kind and so easy going. i love her so much but she lets people walk all over her, cause she has a big heart. but im done feeling bad for her when ive been watching people do this to her for two years, and i always try to tell her like look these people are just using you, and then she gets mad but sure enough im always right and she will say i know i know. but then here we are with it happening again and she still doesnt get it. whatever, sorry about your luck. you dont want me in your life so im out. i do think its funny that she couldnt handle what i said and had to call my mommy and tattle that im being mean, cause my mom told me stop talking shit lol. although i wasnt, everything i said to her i said in an adult manner, and nothing was mean or hateful, it was just the truth of the matter, of trying to save her some pain even though im so mad at HER , im more mad that its BECAUSE of the dike bitch.

but i wont lie, im so fucking pissed about the whole situation so this most likely wont be the last of what i have to say.